emancipated

I wanna kiss a boy.
I get to kiss a boy tonight.
A boy who's wanted to kiss me for a very very long time, or so I've heard.
I'm as excited as hell.
I forgot what it feels like to be kissed by anybody but him.
But I don't know if I want to be reminded.
I still miss him after all.

But I wanna kiss a boy.
and I'm going to damn it.